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27th May 2014
Okay, this dream started off Victorian, then slowly turned modern again.
My “mum” was on trial for some reason, I don’t really remember, but my “sister” and I had the idea of looking through the town hall’s history chronicles to prove her innocence. “Mum” agreed, but said "only look up the relevant things. There’s things you don’t need to know, and things about your father". As we made our way there, a man grabbed my arm and started walking along with me in what I thought was the same direction. He looked like Bane, only tall and really thin, and the mask looked more like an air force pilot’s. “I’m a killer you know.” I said yes I did know, but it was okay if he’d help us. “And your father was a pirate. Destined to be son to the greatest pirate lord the world has seen. But then he was lost at sea, so now it falls to…” He opened a curtain to reveal a man who looked like a cross be
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Dear 5 Years Ago...
Dear 5 Years Ago,
I just want you to know how proud I am of you. There's a lot of things going on for you right now, but you're being brave enough to admit there's a struggle, and you're getting help. Your future self really appreciates that.
There are bullies in your life right now, disguised as friends and family. They're hurting you, in ways you didn't even know were possible. They are messing with your brain and making you think you're not worth anything. I'm sorry, that's a feeling that's not gonna go away for years to come, and you're going to carry the emotional scars forever. But you know what? Those people won't stick around. Just wait two years; they'll be gone, and you'll have better friends than you ever felt you deserved. They'll care, they'll support and comfort you, they'll go all out for your birthdays and offer their shoulders to cry on before you even realise you need them. Just hang on.
School feels impossible right now, doesn't it? So
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KoH Application: Roxas
Name: Roxas Harvey

 Fifth Year




 Oak and a dragon hearstring core. Roxas' wand is about 12 inches long, and dark in colour, with two strands of silver wrapping around it, like leafless vines. It's thick at the handle, and goes to a round point at the end.

 Barn owl called Artemis; named because she really likes to hunt and bring Roxas “gifts”…

Blood Status:
 Half-blood (muggleborn father)

 Potions, Defence Against the Dark Arts, Transfiguration, Herbology, and Charms (1st Year Elective: Flying, 2nd Year Elective: History Of Magic, 3rd Year Elective: Care Of Magical Creatures, 4th Year Elective: Earth Magic)

Favorite Class:
Defence Against The Dark Arts

Least Favorite Class:

Physical Description:
 Roxas is about 5”5 and actually has a slig
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You curl up in bed, hoping the day away.
You wish your bed would swallow you.
Because they'll be waiting.
The bullies at school.
They call you a freak, a loser, a nerd.
You never know what to do.
You're too defenseless,
Against those bullies at school.
They don't kick you or hit you, or steal your change.
They don't spit on you, or shove you.
They just call you names.
Those damn bullies at school.
You're different, you're nerdy.
You're different, you have a birthmark.
You're fat, you're thin, you're tall, you're small.
You're. You.
You're special, extraordinary.
You'll go places, you'll rule.
They're just ignorant, immature.
Those stupid bullies at school.
So ignore them, be proud. 
You hold your head high.
Cos you know what? It's just a few years.
And the only limit's the sky.
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May 1st 2014
Well, it started with Prince William staying over on his way back from a UK tour (Kate and George were with mum and dad, but Will wanted to sit down so he was in the living room with me). I was on Skype with the old school lot, and they didn't believe me, so I turned on my video so they could see him. We started drawing on each other’s faces (fake mustaches mostly) and then watched the news report on him coming over.
Next thing I know, I’m in the car with mum and dad, and I hear a voice. I look at my mum, thinking it was her, but then I heard “No, you know it isn’t her~” I opened my laptop to see Madam Kovarian (Doctor Who: she stole baby Melody Pond) on the screen so I plugged in my earphones. I don’t remember the conversation, but after I closed the laptop and remember thinking “what do I do to stop it?”
There was a random dream timelapse at this point. We were in a shopping center (which looked weirdly like a street in m
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18th March 2014
I’d decided I wanted to go out exploring on my own (bagpacking-esque), so I packed my 65L rucksack and headed off. I stopped off at Grandma and Grandad’s house to say goodbye, when they told me they were going to Sheffield and did I want to start there? I said yes and so off we went. I don’t really remember the ins and outs of it, but somehow Mum was there too, by coincidence. We walked around the shops for a while, but then she left (for some reason in dad’s Landy, not her Audi). I ran after her out of confusion, but stopped when she got too far ahead and just watched the car disappear downhill. Grandma, Grandad and I carried on up the steep hill (something like a 60-70 degree angle) which is when a) it turned to sunset and b) zombies started appearing. We huddled together out of fear as they got closer, which is when I realised, this was a dream. I stood up and said “wait, I’m dreaming. I can do anything.” I pointed at the zombie in front of
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6th February
I was running through the streets with someone. I ended up running round the back of a house and through the back door. There was a utility room and then the kitchen, where I saw my friends James and Sophie, as well as two men I didn’t know making food. It was very old-fashioned though, like Victorian era old fashioned. I helped them to cook, including a really fun bit with having potatoes thrown at me that I tried to catch with a tea towel to put in the pot. I dropped one of them and went to go and grab it, which is when I got a text from Dad telling me I was on Dr Who. It was really bizarre (especially given the setting I was in), but I ignored it and walked back in, carrying on all the same. Suddenly, there was a shriek from outside that made us all jump. The man who appeared to be in charge (not sure if he was the dad or not) suggested we go outside to check. We all started pulling on our shoes (mine were lace-up heeled boots) and I went out first into the back yard. It was p
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5th February 2014
I was visiting… somewhere, I don't know (isn't that always the way in dreams?) and there were policemen escorting people out of buildings, then putting them into this thing that looked a little bit like a helicopter from the outside, but it didn’t have the propellers or seats - just a room and then the long tail. People were being locked in, then spun round and round and round until they were physically sick. And why? Because the people they were rounding up were gay. No other reason.
This one kid though, he faked being sick so he could get out of the spinning thing early. The police were furious and stormed into the school they'd taken him from. I followed and saw all the kids lined up against the walls, and there was this one young looking teacher there so I asked him what was going on. He didn't get a chance to tell me though, as down the corridor, I heard one of the policemen shouting “Where’s the gay?!” so I waved and everyone around me laug
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Dream Diary Intro
Okay, so just a little intro before I start posting these, because I feel an explanation is needed, one that can't really be covered in a poll question!
So this idea came to me a while back. I was chatting to a friend of mine when I realised that my dreams aren't exactly normal. I don't dream about me, I apparently don't dream normal things (like I said in the poll, some of them are more like action thrillers), and my nightmares are.... well, let's just say they're bad enough that I wake up gasping for air and unable to sleep the rest of the night/day when I have them.... Anyway, I decided to start writing down the dreams I had that wouldn't leave my head when I woke up, and I've managed to get quite a few so far.
Every single dream I post is 100% mine. They are all a dream I've had, and not one line is made up. Some are... a little weird, others I'm not even myself, but they're all true. I won't post every single one because hey, who wants to hear about that dream when I was la
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Journal History

101 things about me~

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 5, 2015, 8:09 PM

Well m'dears, it's been quite a while hasn't it? 
I realise it's been FOREVER since I posted anything on here, for which I apologise - I thought the second chapter of Demon In Disguise would be coming to you way quicker, but then I started university and... well, let's just say that people who say acting course are easy have clearly never done one; my god the workload is huge, and don't even get me started on the writing! STILL. Good news is (for you lot anyway) that I have 8 weeks left for my first year, then I'm done for the summer. And on top of that, I've been writing up several fanfics in my absence, should there should be loads to get you through the summer~

In the meantime, I felt like doing a quiz, because I haven't done one for years :D

About yourself...

1. Full name: 
Olivia McDonagh (though once I get my Equity Card, that's going to have to change ^^; )

2. Age:

3. Birth Date: 
16th June 1995

4. Birth Place: 
Sheffield, UK

5. Gender:
Female, though I do go days where I verge on being genderfluid... Seriously; wake up some days and put my binder on almost immediately and get my hair out my face cos I just don't feel feminine at all....

6. Occupation: 

7. Primary School: 
Southwold Primary School from nursery-Yr3, then Buckingham Primary School Yr4-Yr6

8. High School: </i>
Royal Latin School

9. College/University:
Trinity St David - BA Acting

10. Eye Colour: 
light blue, though when any emotion is high they're dark blue :3

11. Hair Colour: 
At the moment, it's dyed for Improv, so wine red

12. Currently Living:
Carmarthen, S. Wales/Buckingham, England


13. Food:

14. Drink: 

15. Band/Singer: 
Depends on my mood... Always got time for The Jam though

16. Song: 
I don't care that it's tacky: Let It Go from Frozen. I have such a strong connection with that song; the words hit me at my core the first time I heard them, and they still do now - I will always adore that song.

17. Movie: 
See, for me this is genre dependent; it's like asking someone which strand of hair is their favourite. The ones that are forever tied though will always be The Lion King, V For Vendetta and Pokémon: The First Movie - I could watch any of those three again and again without getting bored!

18. TV Show:
Doctor Who, Game Of Thrones, Elementary and Supernatural (I refer to the hair strands statement)

19. Book: 
I, Coriander

20. Colour:
Black - I feel secure in it. (and shut up all you artists saying it's a shade, not a colour)

Do you prefer...

21. Coke or Pepsi? 
Pepsi *runs from the pitchforks*

22. Anime or Disney? 
Disney wins by a microscopic percentage

23. Guys or Girls? 
Both, but more girls than guys

24. Lips or Eyes?

25. Kisses or Hugs? 
Kisses, but hugs will always be accepted

26. Eating or Drinking? 

27. Novels or Comics? 

28. Summer or Winter? 

29. Outdoors or Indoors?
I've been a Scout for 11 years, what do you think? =p

30. Camera or Cellphone? 
Phone. (let's face it, same thing these days~!)

31. PS3 or Xbox 360?
Playstation 3 by a mile.

32. TV or Computer? 

Something personal...

33. Why did you choose your username? 
Honestly? I was 13 and couldn't think of anything, so my friends said "use something you love". Back then, RokuNami was my OTP sooo...
(as for my photography account xXDeadly-RoseXx, deadly rose was my OC Vyxil's Org XIII title)

 What is your favourite piece of your own work?  Show us: 
hmmm..... my Pokémon drawings. I've never considered myself an artist, but I couldn't be happier with how those drawings turned out.

35. What is your most popular Deviation?  Show us:
Most views:
What Did I Do Wrong by RoxasNamineForever
Most faves:
Digimon In Training by RoxasNamineForever

36. Look to your left. What is the first thing you see? 
My wardrobe

37. Now to your right: 
My tv/brother's Gamecube

38. Something you can't live without: 
my "dad", Ash :meow:

The last...

39. Person you saw: 

40. Person you hugged: 

41. Movie you watched: 
Sweeney Todd - cousin had never seen it before D:

42. Song you listened to: 
currently listening to Rat Trap by Boomtown Rats

43. Book you read: 
Howl's Moving Castle (still reading it)

44. Thing you ate/drank: 
cola :3

45. Time you cried and why: 
About 7hrs ago - father dearest got angry because I asked why he always had to have the remotes, threw said remotes and told me I could shove them up my arse before storming out the room. Add that to yelling at me in front of my cousins this morning for the mess they made, only to find out it was apparently meant to be directed at them (not sure how that works given he was looking/shouting at me) and I wasn't exactly happy with him - made me remember why I don't come home during reading week...

46. Time you laughed and why: 
About 6hrs ago - Tumblr. Just Tumblr. =p

47. Time you went out:
This morning to go and clean the Scout Hut after mum's birthday party

The first...

48. Person you dated: 
Alexander MacDonald. We were 7 years old (one of those playground couples) but then he moved to Australia at the end of the year and I never heard from him again.

49. Person you kissed: 
ex-friend Lu Dennis. Funny really - first kiss was with a girl; sums up my life, I'd say.

50. Crush you had: 

51. Thing you think about when you wake up: 
The dream I just had

52. Best friend you ever had: 
Tiffany Houghton. Absolutely adored her, but strangely when I moved primary schools, she stopped answering my calls and I haven't seen her since. Nice to know I meant so much to her :/

53. School you went to: 
I had two playgroups before I went to nursery - Bubbles and Chestnuts. They were awesome :3

54. Big holiday you went on: 
When I was 2, my parents decided my bro and I were old enough to go abroad - we went to Majorca and my brother got Scarlet Fever. Parents thought he was just attention seeking and moaning about the heat, so thought nothing of it, only to realise his best friend had mysteriously got it a few weeks after we got back =p

55. Award you got:
Erm... Do school certificates count? XD I think it was my 100m swimming badge - mum and dad had my brother and me swimming from about the age of 5, sooo...

Have you ever... 

56. Broken the law: 
Illegally downloaded music, watched films online, stabbed that guy...

57. Been arrested: 
N~ope :3

58. Had a hangover: 
Urgh... lesson for ya kids: NEVER mix caffeine and alcohol in quick succession...

59. Been in hospital: 
visited my granddad, my mum, my other granddad, Oh! And there was that time I walked into a car and spent 4hrs in A&E followed by 24hrs on a ward in case I had another fit like the one I apparently had on the road 8D

60. Been in a car crash: 
weeeell... apart from the incident above, there was the time when I was 2 months from birth and mum got hit in the side of the car by a driver who doesn't understand "give way" signs. .....actually, between that and falling down the stairs as a 6 month old, I'm starting to understand why I'm the way I am =p

61. Flown on a plane: 
Heap loads. And flown a plane (glider) if that gives me extra points XD

62. Been on a boat: 
.....Have you seen  the UK? Our main method of reaching other people is by boat XD

63. Traveled overseas: 
I feel like I've already answered this

64. Had sex: 

65. Gotten pregnant: 
Not that I know of *looks down*

66. Had an abortion: 
Kinda need the first part to happen for this part to happen

67. Been to a concert: 
Sort of... Madness played when I was at the BBC's street party coverage of the Royal Wedding a few years ago - that was like a mini concert with the amount of people there

68. Pretended to be sick to avoid doing something:
Only once or twice - even being sick didn't get me out of things with my parents, so it wasn't worth the effort

69. Skipped school/work: 
I missed work once because I had such a bad migraine I was essentially blind for 2hrs. And I've missed two uni classes cos I slept through half of them ^^;

70. Broken a bone: 
It's about the only thing I haven't done! XD

Deviant time...

71. Who is your closest friend on Deviant Art? 
You know, I'm not sure... My friends don't really use it anymore...

72. What is your favourite Deviation by them? Show us:  
Done with a mouse. On Paint.

dangerousHONESTY :
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73. Which Deviant's artwork do you like the most?
ehhh I dunno... I guess :devDuckTapeBandit: cos my god the designs are ingenious.

74. What is their greatest work? Show us: 
Duct Tape Queen Of Hearts by DuckTapeBandit
It's made of friggin duct tape. Just saying...

75. Any favourite Deviant Art groups in mind? 

76. What is your favourite artwork by the Founder of the group? 
She doesn't have any.

77. The Co-Founder(s)?
Christ, it was so long ago I'm having a hard time remembering who that was XD
Dash by Fury-Chief

78. How about the Contributors? 
Again, over the years there's been so many people in that RP group, and so many of them were amazing artists that I honestly don't know...

79. Who was your very first Watcher on Deviant Art? 
My ex-friend Lu

80. What is your favourite artwork by them? 
I don't have one.

81. Have you ever had any Daily Deviations? 
Pffffff you're kidding, right?

83. Show us the first Deviation you submitted to Deviant Art: 
Angry Moogle by RoxasNamineForever
(incidentally, if you've never watch Doctor Who Du(m)bs on Youtube, I heavily advise it~ ;3)

84. Show us your most recent submission: 
BulliesYou curl up in bed, hoping the day away.
You wish your bed would swallow you.
Because they'll be waiting.
The bullies at school.
They call you a freak, a loser, a nerd.
You never know what to do.
You're too defenseless,
Against those bullies at school.
They don't kick you or hit you, or steal your change.
They don't spit on you, or shove you.
They just call you names.
Those damn bullies at school.
You're different, you're nerdy.
You're different, you have a birthmark.
You're fat, you're thin, you're tall, you're small.
You're. You.
You're special, extraordinary.
You'll go places, you'll rule.
They're just ignorant, immature.
Those stupid bullies at school.
So ignore them, be proud. 
You hold your head high.
Cos you know what? It's just a few years.
And the only limit's the sky.

More personal stuff...

85. Religion: 

86. Social class: 
Middle class

87. Ethnicity: 
White British

88. Languages spoken: 
English, French and learning Japanese

89. A scar you have: 
....we could be here for a while

90. Preferred medium: 
ye olde traditional pen and paper~ 

Totally random...

91. Where is your dream holiday location?
To be honest, I had a very privileged childhood, so I've been to the places I've dreamed of ^^; (well, with the exception of Disney Land and Harry Potter World)

92. What are you wearing right now?
pyjamas, given it's 4am XD

93. What is the last thing you bought? 
mooncurse protect-and-survive kit ¬¬

94. When did you join Deviant Art?
8th December, 2008

95. WHY did you join? 
My friends convinced me to get an account :D

96. What type of membership do you have?
15 month premium membership

97. Are you playing The Game? 
.......fucking hell.

98. Are you a member of any other websites? 
Facebook, Youtube, Tumblr,, amazon, aaaall the classy ones XD; 

99. Do you enjoy answering pointless questions? 
Depends on the question~

100. You're DONE! Now, tag 5 friends
...given the amount of people who'll actually read this far, I tag anyone who gets this far! >3

  • Listening to: Goodbye Summer - f(x)
  • Drinking: blue WKD


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Olivia (Livy)
United Kingdom
How to describe me...? Well, when I have an interest, I stick to it. Sure it might waver in obsession (Dr Who being a good example) but I'll always love... whatever it is =p

My main interests are the acting world (that's about as specific as I can make it!) and Scouts. I'll always be interested by the weird and wonderful, and I like to think my inner child still has a pretty big role in how I see the world around me. The way I see it, if you're doing something that makes you happy then who am I to criticise (y'know, unless it's hurting you/others)

The only other thing I can think of to say is that I'm a pair of thick-rimmed glasses and a face of acne away from being your standard nerd~. I much prefer a good story to a party, sci-fi is one of my favourite things in the world, from HG Wells to Doctor Who to Star Wars, and I like to think I'm one of those people who knows a fair amount about most subjects...

Current Residence: Buckingham, England
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XS/S (I'm diddy)
Favourite genre of music: Anything - as long as it sounds good :3
Favourite style of art: Pencil, Biro (anything you can shade on paper with)
Operating System: Windows 8.1
Personal Quote: "Never turn down an opportunity: you never know what adventure you'll


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appy birthday
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Thanks for +faving my dragon sculpture! There are many more handmade dragon figurines in my gallery, if you'd like to take a look. :) (Smile)
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No problem, they're all really impressive!
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happy birthday 
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thanks man :3
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