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I never in a million years thought I'd find you
I never in a million years though I was worth anyone's time
All the times I've been broken down and rejected
All the times I've been left alone in the dark

Then you came along
You made me smile for the first time in a month
You broke through the darkness surrounding me and got me back on my feet
I saw myself in a new light and it's your doing

When you're nearby, I'm not afraid
You give me courage
You give me strength
You make me feel like I can do anything

And I don't care if I have to wait 3 years
Or even 4 just to finally meet you
I can wait that long
Because it will be worth it in the end

And I don't care what anyone says;
You're gorgeous, you're caring, you're protective, you make me laugh when no one else can
I love you my dear
And that's all that matters
Okay, I just want to say this now before I have to say it again. And please, all those who know me in RL, feel free to tell others:

I DON'T CARE HOW FAR AWAY SHE IS. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND AS IF SHE WAS NEXT DOOR AND I DON'T GIVE A DAMN IF YOU THINK OTHERWISE.

Right, explanation time....
Ever since I started "dating" my beautiful girlfriend who I can't believe is in love with me of all people (not naming her so she doesn't die of embarrassment) all I've been hearing from people is this:
"It'll never last"
"She's not really your girlfriend"
"It's not a proper relationship"
"She doesn't actually love you"
"You'll never actually see her"
"Why don't you just leave her and go out with _____ instead?"

I have had it and today was the final straw. When I was told that I was stupid to believe that someone like her would want someone like me, I snapped.
So, this is to shove it in those people's faces who keep so kindly reminding me how far away she is.
I swear to God, if I hear one more comment like the ones above, I will turn into a hermit.
So it's an emotional splash of everything I think of when I think about/talk to her.
.....also an early "two months together" thing...

Baby, when you do read this - I mean every word; you're my dream girl and don't ever think for a second I'd want a life without you :smooch:
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AniDarkSugaR Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Really nice :3
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2012
Aww thank you :3
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AniDarkSugaR Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You´re welcome n.n
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2012
:3
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Nagori-Kirashi Featured By Owner Feb 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is so sweet!!!
I know how you feel, my boy and I are thousands of miles apart right now, but hanging together and closer than ever.... Love has no limits; not in hugs, nor miles. I hope you two are still together and doing FABULOUS!! :love:
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2012
Yeah we are, just over 18 months, kinda, and still going strong ^^
Hard, innit? I hope you and he are very happy together! Out of curiousity, where does he live, country-wise I mean?
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Nagori-Kirashi Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much, it's sure not easy -- but it makes being together so much more special!

A year ago, my dearest moved across the U.S. to Florida, which is really night and day from North Dakota... but is in the same country, at least! I'm hoping to drive there (which is a four day trip!) this summer~ :heart:

I take it your dear is in the U.S.? I really hope the best for you!! :love:
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012
Amen to that ^^

oh wow, that's quite a trek... Good luck to that, hope you have enough fuel for it~!

Yeah she does, Oklahoma ^^
And thanks, means a lot! :huggle:
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Nagori-Kirashi Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oklahoma, lots of good people there!
Thanks so much to you too, take care~!! :iconfoxthumbplz:
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2012
:3
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IloveLelouch Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
-re-read this- <3 <3 <3 This helped me again. I love re-reading this every once in a while when I'm down in the dumps or something. A few more months, baby, and we'll finally see eachother.
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
I'm glad I could help <3
It's kinda funny, but because of you I've almost forgotten I'm going there to snowboard all day - I just keep counting down to the nights while my friends are just counting down XD;

I know, I can't wait... is it cheese-y that I really wanna do something for Valentine's Day, like another poem or a picture?
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IloveLelouch Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012
<333 Go for it babe. C: dsbha I can't effing wait. I'm gunna love seeing you snowboard. xDDD
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012
don't hold your breath, I haven't been in two years XD
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IloveLelouch Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2012
xD I haven't been in never.
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2012
....fair enough then~ XD
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slwayne Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2010
I recognise me in there, and I'm sorry.

Nothing I said was meant to make you sad or unhappy.

Next time I say something stupid (and we both know I will) please just tell me to stfu.

I should talk less and hug more :)
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2010
it's okay...just, next time (cos you know I wouldn't say anything) could you think really hard about it first...?
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slwayne Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2010
It's a deal.

:cuddle:
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savethegoldfish Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2010
Sorry for slight not-appearing-to-care, (which i do btw, it's good you're happy) but you can't spell 'to' in your explanation.
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2010
Yeah, I noticed the fail too ^^;

And dun worry about it, I know you do ^^
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IloveLelouch Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
^^; I have a lot of ass to kick when I go to England, huh. ^_-
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
Heh, I guess so :smooch:
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IloveLelouch Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2010
^_- :smooch:
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gotitmemorisedsgal-8 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Okay. I'mma have to kill a bitch. Who said that you were stupid to believe that someone like her would want someone like you?
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
.....do I need to tell you?
Who always puts me down when I finally find something good and is the biggest bitch in the school in my opinion?
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gotitmemorisedsgal-8 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't know. Hence the question. Unless it's Christy. But I'm surprised that you didn't mention it earlier if it was.
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
It is, and it happened in Maths - you were all busy at Break talking to each other and I wasn't there at Lunch so....
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gotitmemorisedsgal-8 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
DUDE. Why didn't you tell me this on the way home?! I could have given you le tres bien grand hug! :tighthug:
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
:shrug: I've given up on trying to get people on my side where Christy's concerned - people like him so much that they believe him over me...
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gotitmemorisedsgal-8 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
They don't actually believe half the stuff that comes out of his mouth. They pretend they do just to see what comes out next.
Don't get down.
Because in the end, are they the ones dating someone absolutely perfect?
No.
You are.
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2010
.......did you get an operation over the summer? you've turned into such a caring, sweet friend :cuddle:
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Gennykins Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
Aww... That's so sweet.... I bet she'll love it!
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RoxasNamineForever Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
I hope so...
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Gennykins Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
^^
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Gennykins Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2010
Aww... That's so sweet.... I bet she'll love it!
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